You know it just feel sucky when you looked into the mirror dressing in a 3XL clothings while in the next dressing room, your friends are dressing in L, M or S size. "I'm so ugly, fucking ugly!" That is what I told myself. I always knew that I have a nice voice which sometimes teachers and friends commented that they are high in pitch and when I speaks in a gentle manner, they tend to be like squeaky sound made by me. Sounds cute sometimes but it doesn't fit me! I can assure you that.

It is 0000 hours now and I have work tml at 12. Promised to meet Christine for a 'brain wash session' or 'studies on nutrition classes' at 1030 so I wouldn't be late for 1st day of work. And guess what I had today?
Morning, 2 bars of energy bars, 90 calories each, hope it really meant 90 calories only. A bite of banana and the rest wennt to my stupid dog tian tian after that went to school.

I have been wasting a lot of money on taxis bloody hell. And it is even harder to blog using phoney but I am LAZY to login my com and do blogging,. Seriously I would rather spend my time sleeping hahahaha. =="

Today is like shit! Went sch and it is National Day celebration @.@ lols no classes no nothing boring~ guess what, ITE college west has a cheer! "Heh there how do you do, college west we welcome you, H E L L O (x2) welcome to college west" omg @.@ so embarrassing yet fun thing to do. After that was national day performmances. I seriously miss dancing T.T should I go back for training? Sigh.

AS test omg! The whole event ends at 10am plus, most of us proceed to Hotel @ West for preparations. Drag and drag and drag till 4pm plus then my turn T.T walao change my surname to Tay can?!

Lunch was pretty filling. I had sandwich at 11pm and 3 was rich with chicken tight. Seriously I should not finish up the rice there I wont fill that full. And what a lame excuse to give when others ask you for help. Since you said that, I will try my best to give it back to you in the future. Speaks through your mind not your mouth alright? Relate that to myself too @.@ haha I'm not good either.. fine then.

We watched "Who is Salt?" Aye, is call SALT haha nice movie. Loved it, but the bound to have SALT 2 lols why? Cause the ending isn't there. Lols papaya milk shake was for dinner but I ended up eating more when I reached home. Regretted but forget it. I cant do anything either. Sleeping time ciaous