Look at the last post since August 2010, its has been 7 months since I last blogged. What have I been doing? Working working working and more working, sigh~

Anyway why did I blog today. Its because I did something really stupid that I felt so ashamed and embarrassing, well at the same time I regret it too.

Its always because of my appearance boys will stay away from me. My face, other than having dark eye circles, and a red nose now, I believe I should look rather normal but because I have a giant figure, it makes me looks like shit. Believe it or not, I really really dislike my body figure. Sigh~ I guess, it will be better off without having "ELEPHANT BOTTOMS" appearing in my life. But luckily, "ELEPHANT BOTTOMS" only appeared for 2 days, and I did not fall for him. Just missed the time whereby I feel like I'm dating. I guess probably if something like this happens again, firstly, show him my photos, and frighten him away, that way he will never ever be able to hurt me. This action has a disadvantage which is hurting & torturing myself.

I would rather HURT MYSELF then being HURT by HIM just because of how I LOOK!

SAD SAD SAD SAD~